Happy Hump Day!
Happy Sunday! 🙂
If you do not GO after what you want, you’ll never have it. – Sitting around wishing, or worse, talking about what you’re gonna do (without action), isn’t going to get you anywhere or any closer to your personal or professional goals.
I get the fear factor situation because I too once allowed fear to nearly alter my destiny.
I stood outside of the meeting room door, paralyzed by fear, waiting for my turn to audition for a Trainer’s position. My head and heart both desperate for the much-needed career change.
Stomach knotted, heart racing, and a wicked urge to use the bathroom. Deep inside my head two whispering voices spoke.
What if you look stupid? What if you fail? You have never done this before? They are going to laugh at you!
How did I get myself in this situation? How do I get myself out?
I stand. Walk to the water fountain, sip some water and sit down again. Bonnie (Training Director) steps out of the room,
We are ready for you. Come in when you are ready.
I acknowledge her but grow more afraid. Another trip to the water fountain. My hand touches the door to enter the room, but fear prevents me from opening the door.
I turn around and walk toward the exit sign.
I can’t do this.
The other voice stops me again.
You can do this! What’s the worse thing that can happen?
To this day, I don’t remember how many sips it took me to muster up the courage to follow through with the audition, but I am glad I did.
I walked in the room and faked every ounce of confidence like I’d presented a dozen times before. Prior to my audition, I’d never done public speaking, but they did not know this. I presented to executives and mid-level managers.
To assess my ability to deal with typical training situations, they enjoyed acting out roles of employees who had bad attitudes, who did not speak English, or who just did not want to be there.
I remember laughing a few times, because the scenarios were funny. At the conclusion, I was relieved and happy that I followed through.
Later I was told, I was one of the top three candidates. A month later, I got a phone call. Although they enjoyed my presentation, the company’s policy to hire from within, broke the tie. While disappointed, the experience was a confidence booster and life changing.
I quit my job (working a good 60-70 hours per week), but continued night college classes. We (me, hubby, and our young daughter) went to Disney.
After a much-needed vacation, I took a holiday seasonal job selling Elizabeth Arden cosmetics at Macy’s.
Stay with me…
Two days before Christmas in a crowded cosmetic and fragrance department, a woman approaches me.
Hi! Aren’t you the woman that applied for the trainer’s position at Trop back in August?!?
Yes, I did. Why?
Someone left the department and they wanted to contact you but cannot find your paperwork! Are you still interested in the job?
I’m thinking is she serious?
She writes the director’s name and number down and instructs me to call her. The first chance I got, I called and expressed my interest in the job. Before my shift ended, I answered a call and this is what she said,
Merry Christmas! The job is yours!!
Reliving the experience still makes my heart flutter. I had taken calculated risks that paid off well. What if I hadn’t auditioned? What if I had never quit my job? What if I did not take the cut in pay? The what if’s are endless.
The bottom line is that if I did not go after what I wanted, I would have missed out on future opportunities and my path would have differed and I don’t think for the better. I was stressed out, over-worked, and burnt out.
If you do not ASK, the answer will always be NO. I was one of 125 employees laid off from a job that I loved. While disappointed, because I loved my job and my director, I knew I would fare okay. I felt sadness for my colleagues who cried and only saw darkness before them.
I was numb and confused. The new president of our company had recently held a pep rally. I was among nearly 5,000 employees who were optimistic about the company’s future. Our president told us that he valued us and the company would depend on us to move forward.
On my drive home, I thought to myself, I’m a model employee. Excellent attendance, outstanding reviews, respected by colleagues and superiors, superb initiative and more. Why was my position eliminated?
A letter was in order. Yup! I sat down and wrote a letter to the new president. My main question to him was simple.
If I am the type of employee you want, why was I laid off and not moved to a different position?
I also requested to meet with him to discuss my future with the organization.
I hand delivered the letter to the president’s administrative assistant and asked if she would give it to him and she did.
Tho I didn’t get to personally meet with him, he read the letter and responded.
I was rehired as an intern that eventually lead to a full-time position! If I hadn’t asked the question, the answer would have always been NO.
If you do not step FORWARD, you will ALWAYS be in the same place. Both experiences were opportunities for personal and professional growth.
I could not predict the outcomes but held faith that something positive would occur for me. I was correct. Both situations opened new doors, new challenges, and more importantly, the confidence to continue to step forward.
Not caring about what others think about my decisions, because they are mine to make and no one else’s, feels damn good. Waiting for the approval of family, friends, or colleagues is pointless because they may not share the vision. I do understand that there is difference between seeking approval and soliciting respectable feedback.
Look around and take inventory. We all know someone stuck in a bad place. They want to be in a different place but are afraid to step forward. The mindset creates a stifling and toxic atmosphere. Playing it safe in sports doesn’t win the game, neither does it make you happy in life.
If stepping forward were easy, everyone would do it, so do not be afraid to go it alone or with a small team in your corner.
By the way, Yes, I am still participating in the 100 happy days challenge. A few challenges have prevented me from posting, but the challenges aren’t keeping me from being happy. I will play the catch-up game this week.
Enjoy the day! 🙂
With 88 days remaining of my 100 Happy Days Challenge, I am diggin in full steam ahead.
So far I have not struggled with finding things that make me happy. It is the capturing of the image that is trying to sabotage my success. What’s up? My iPhone is near capacity. Lol!
Every where I go, the novice photographer in me, is taking pictures. I’ve got tons of apps (mostly Free), videos and documents. Who knew that a phone would replace a desktop? You know what I am getting at right? iPhone 6 or iPhone plus💋
Today’s happiness came in the form of a delightful bowl of oatmeal with cinnamon and fresh strawberries. I usually add blueberries, but ran out, so in a split second, I sliced up the strawberries and covered my oats. Amazing!! You have to try it.
#100HappyDaysChallenge #100HappyDays4Lexa #Day 23
I must rise and shine early tomorrow.
I woke up this morning feeling happy and a little topsy-turvy. Happy because I woke up to the sounds of birds, sunshine and looking forward to another blessed day. Topsy-turvy because, in the next two days, I need to make an important decision. My gut instinct, my heart, and my mind are all at conflict, which made the morning a little cloudy.
I put the decision on the back burner and headed to my happy place; the gym. :0)
Shoulders (deltoids) were the muscle of choice today. At first I was frustrated because I wasn’t feeling the burn. Grr!! :0( However, I went for heavier weights and focused more on the movement and the muscles. The result? Fried delts!
For my post workout meal, I am eating left overs, except for the fresh baby spinach.
This meal made me very happy! Day#1
(Mushrooms, onions, spinach, and grilled curry chicken topped with crushed red peppers)
So what’s up with all the “happiness” stuff?
Happy Tuesday and enjoy the day!